Sound and silence are two of a kind. Both are incomprehensible to the untrained ears.
Whether you say something or not; whatever you say and how - both are incomprehensible...!
What could be more punishing than saying something that is incomprehensible...!?
Every minute since I have been born has presented me with the challenges of sounds and silences - both that were incomprehensible. Half way through life, even today, I am not any different. I am struggling to comprehend what has been said and not said.
What matters is not what is incomprehensible but what is. When I hear the same thing, over and over again, I begin to comprehend. I assimilate and learn; eventually. That is but a natural process.
Angel seems to be unhappy and upset over something that I said (had not said, perhaps). She has trouble believing me in what I say or do not say. That is also but natural. The thin line between what is comprehensible and what is not is even more blurred. Should I stop sharing my words, thoughts and deeds? There is no answer. I am not confused but rather clearer in where I want to go. This is a journey through uncharted course. Whether I will reach a treasure land or a dreaded dungeon, I do not know. I havent asked any other to be my companion, through the journey. This is the first time and maybe my last too.
Mysteries of the universe had always remained mysteries and I am not, in any way, determined to unravel them either. Let mysteries be mysteries. That is a spiritual matter altogether and I dont intend to get spiritual here. I'd rather deal with spirited matter and I hope that will keep me in high spirits and hopefully my angel too.
Cheer up, Angel, let's take this new direction neither to the right nor the left. Gear up, Angel, for there's a long way to go. Walk along, with an open mind and dont be afraid. Tell me when you are tired and I'll walk your walk (I dont have wings, you know) or give you my hand, if that's what you want.
I hope this time around you are not confused. Remember... BELIEVE is the key word.
Whether you say something or not; whatever you say and how - both are incomprehensible...!
What could be more punishing than saying something that is incomprehensible...!?
Every minute since I have been born has presented me with the challenges of sounds and silences - both that were incomprehensible. Half way through life, even today, I am not any different. I am struggling to comprehend what has been said and not said.
What matters is not what is incomprehensible but what is. When I hear the same thing, over and over again, I begin to comprehend. I assimilate and learn; eventually. That is but a natural process.
Angel seems to be unhappy and upset over something that I said (had not said, perhaps). She has trouble believing me in what I say or do not say. That is also but natural. The thin line between what is comprehensible and what is not is even more blurred. Should I stop sharing my words, thoughts and deeds? There is no answer. I am not confused but rather clearer in where I want to go. This is a journey through uncharted course. Whether I will reach a treasure land or a dreaded dungeon, I do not know. I havent asked any other to be my companion, through the journey. This is the first time and maybe my last too.
Mysteries of the universe had always remained mysteries and I am not, in any way, determined to unravel them either. Let mysteries be mysteries. That is a spiritual matter altogether and I dont intend to get spiritual here. I'd rather deal with spirited matter and I hope that will keep me in high spirits and hopefully my angel too.
Cheer up, Angel, let's take this new direction neither to the right nor the left. Gear up, Angel, for there's a long way to go. Walk along, with an open mind and dont be afraid. Tell me when you are tired and I'll walk your walk (I dont have wings, you know) or give you my hand, if that's what you want.
I hope this time around you are not confused. Remember... BELIEVE is the key word.
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